Melodies of Life: The Layers of Harmony

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark, for traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart. To weave by picking up the pieces that remain, melodies of life-love's lost refrain.

- Melodies of Life by Nobuo Uematsu from Final Fantasy IX

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

Paranoia

Paranoia

How glad I was when I realized how right I was to not teach my blockmates how to do their hands-on examinations...

If being bombarded with tons of questions was not enough, compare it with failing threats from our INTRPRG professor. It caused our block to stumble from a state of peace to a hotbed of confusion...

"Buti pa si Mon, walang pinoproblema." I heard somebody say...

Who says I had no worries? I feel bad about my blockmates' suffering; so bad that I felt that I had to say sorry myself for doing something which I didn't really do. It was a terrible prococious experience. It's still bothering me now...

I know I did nothing wrong. Be still, my soul...

I couldn't shake the feeling off. If I "confess (which I don't know why I'll do so)," I'll get a 0.0 in my hard-worked hands-on examination. So much for my suffering...

If I didn't, though, she may call my attention this Saturday morning, and if she did, I'll get another disciplinary case and an immediate failing grade on my course. Still, I know I did nothing wrong. Mostly, I relied on the three reference books I had at home, which doesn't teach you anything about calculators...

My program consisted of more than 10 variables, 5 classes, and one final output. I sincerely believe that absolutely no blockmate of mine had that crazy idea of using 5 classes such as me. What's more, I have so many variables...

It had really been a crazy day, and what I can only do now is give you all a brief recap of today's events...

1. Class confusion at INTRPRG.
2. Crazed meeting at Gokongwei 2nd floor after INTRPRG class.
3. Signed up for a free Ragnarok CD at Gokongwei 1st floor.
4. 9th Sisig with egg meal and iced tea at La Casita.
5. Trigonometric functions at ALGTRIG.
6. Discipline officer called Yna, the "muse."
6. A Great Coral Reef Expedition High Definition video at SCIENVB.
7. Pictionary and Taboo at PERSEF.
8. Met Allie at the Andrew elevator.
9. Met the discipline officers and explained my case.
10. A discontinued game at Portal.

And I'm home... Many people are still reassuring me that I did nothing wrong... Nervousness still burning within me - I'm scared. We still had our practical examinations in Taekwondo tomorrow...

It's been a crazy day; I'm scared and I don't know what to do...

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